A sunbeam looked solid
In the corner of my eye
As if the turbid water
Had frozen it amber-wise,
Or time itself had stopped,
With only me still moving,
Slipping down the river
Like a summer ghost.
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A sunbeam looked solid
In the corner of my eye
As if the turbid water
Had frozen it amber-wise,
Or time itself had stopped,
With only me still moving,
Slipping down the river
Like a summer ghost.
It’s attention that makes magic.
A very simple thing.
At a glance, a green blotch of woods
Lies limp on a dull horizon,
Yielding nothing of especial interest;
But closer up, it grows leaves and flowers,
And the shade takes a certain form,
Minutely shifting
With the tremble of the wind
In a baroque pattern
That never repeats.
Closer still, a darting hummingbird
Flashes into existence,
All blurred wings and gaudy colors,
On a fervent mission
To pollinate the world;
On his back is one white feather
For no particular reason,
And one edge of that feather
Is gently frayed,
But only because
You troubled to look.
The dignity of breakfast
Belongs to all men -
All equal in the morning,
Bleary and hungry,
Still chewing on a dream
That seemed like someone else’s,
And gazing blankly
At the horizon of a day
That stretches ahead
Like unfamiliar country
Where shadows change
And men speak other tongues.
What then? Bacon and eggs.
And buttered toast and coffee dark as pain.
For some people, inexplicably,
A grapefruit; for others, pancakes,
And the sweet nectar of Vermont.
We are all the same at breakfast –
Kings enough to eat what we desire –
And wise enough to linger
Over a final sip of coffee
Before the day’s vicissitudes
Divide us into havers, havers-not,
And dreamers-of-having,
Who are perhaps luckiest of all,
Surveying a kingdom of hope every morning
And living all day in that kingdom
Till night takes the reins again.
This is just a note
To remind you that somewhere,
Across indifferent miles,
A man is thinking of you –
Not with the glowing fondness
Of long and rooted friendship
But with the uncertain smile
Of one who has seen enough –
Enough to wish to see more,
And maybe just enough
To hope that you may be tempted
To see more of him too.
Every woman’s an altar,
But most altars leave me cold –
Too meager and ascetic, or else
Grown overrich on indulgences;
Too ancient, perhaps – too dark-ancestral;
Or newfangled, cultish, coltish, untried;
Too redolent of foreign mysteries –
Or blandly secular, as dry as fact.
Yet here you are, fresh as the new-born dawn,
And timeless as the timeless, anxious hope
That wells in me when I again behold
Those pureblue eyes, those winedark dusky brows –
And I am suddenly, fervently, religious –
Ready to kneel, to mumble, to adore –
To alter everything for a single glimpse
Of the sacred mystery at the center of you.
If we make it all the way
I will show you this poem
And we’ll laugh at the fool’s hope
That somehow came true.
For now I’m polite
And playing it cool
Burning in secret,
Making conversation
Nursing a hope
Little better than a dream
And falling in love
With a version of you
That I half invented,
Half glimpsed on a screen -
All dream, half woman,
As perfect as a lie.
The heat has fingers.
It takes you by the throat.
It shakes you like a dog
Worrying a rat,
And leaves you broken, gasping,
In the puddle of yourself.
But there are ways out.
Water is a great savior.
So, of course, is air conditioning,
In a restaurant or a movie theater,
Though inexplicably, some people’s houses
Are simply surrendered to the heat.
And then there’s night,
The refuge of the watchful,
When time slows, the air cools, and light
Is scattered into a million pinpricks,
Each one as bright
As a miniature sun.